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June 11 OLD Friendship letterToday i was just so bored at home so i tidied my room and found back a 'LOVE' poem from my beloved EX best friend~
I would like to share this lovely poem with you all.I missed the moments of various inccident that happened during school time
when i was studying at SMP Jln Ipoh (Girl School).This wonderful poem is written by Miss Lim Wen Dee.
Dear Felicia
To find a cheerful friend ,
It's hard,
To find a funny friend,
It's hard,
To find a good friend,
Its "LAGI" (more) Hard....
but,you are there,
right in front of me...
It' not by destiny or anything,
It's God's will and plan..
No matter what,
You'll always be there..
What more can i ask??
I want us to be the best of the very best of BEST friends in history,
I LUV U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From,
Wen dee
 June 10 最后一句甜言蜜语在mydarkforum.com读的~就想分享给大家看
她看起来很好,
我祝你们白首偕老. 可是我一直不明, 你怎么能那么快, 就把属於我俩的往事, 全都忘掉. 你似乎很快乐, 我祝你们永浴爱河. 虽然我心扉痛澈, 把你的信还留著, 我想问你到底如何对爱情作取舍. 记得你的甜言蜜语也好, 忘了你的甜言蜜语也好. 你用温柔做成的圈套, 曾让我痛哭流泪, 却不想离开也不想逃. 记得你的甜言蜜语也好, 忘了你的甜言蜜语也好. 希望你谎言越说越少, 给女人真心的拥抱, 别让她像我伤心没有人知道. June 09 Before and AFTER~~!Usually Sunday will be my busy day as i HAVE to attend CHURCH service. However this Sunday I skiped it cause my
Parents and brothers were sick!~ I thought should go church even more right to ask GOd for healess...Well, my angelic
parents afraid that their sickness will pass on to other church members.I wake up so LATE which was around noon time.
Suddenly got mood to take my pic ture. Took my tools and start transforming a pig into a swan.
Tadaaa!~~ my without make up look a.k.a PIG
BIG difference huh!~
The concluSION is ~~ Make up is a miricle!!!~
== There is no UGLYwomen but LAZYwomen==
June 04 R3dang Holiday!~oh DEAR mE~~ i have turned into a MALaY CHIC!!~ got really sun tanned!!!!
OMG!~~ its beautiful!!~ Can u believe it i sun tanned ON THE BOAT not the beach itself!~
I'm SOOOO in love with the sea~~ MISSIN the sound of waves,missin the touch of sands,missin the NIGHT!~
What i love most its the OPEN AIR cluBBING!~~however~ i went during school holiday so its more like dancing with kids
and aunties...LOL!~ i still enjoy!!~
HOnestly,Its the best place for honeymoon!!~ SADly, i went with family n strangers!~~ The best part is to make friends with strangers but with the presence of my family...OMG !!~its a disaster!! CAn u imagine dancing a club where your parents sit at a corner STARING at you dancing? I won't even dare to touch any drinks. NAgging from my aunt is what i got from the whole trip yet i will never regret making friends with other ppl there. the first pic here is NEMO!!~~ i SAW NEMO n he said hi to me n told me he fall in love with me~ aww...so sweet.. 2nd pic is MINI christmas tree!~these mini trees are colourful yet SMALL!~~ so cute!!! but its so shy~~ u touch it den it SHRINKS into the rocks....amazed me!! Last pic is my MUM!~A.K.A Fatty Women!~~she enjoys a lot staring at me all time. Anyway, i was still sick and now still SICK!!~ i cant work!!~ i lost my voice till now...and my voice sounds like a GRANDMA!! AIYooyo...however with this voice i still can attract KIDS!! maybe cause my voice too sexy la!~hahaha...about attrcting hunks~ Hmmmmm......also counted gua~ SHHHH=== someone gave me a free temporary tatoo!!~ =P Counted attract beach HUnks gua~~ YEAH!~ my new friends!!~ got guy got girl got CUTE CUTE GIRL GIRLS!!~ really missed my friends!!~~HOPe keep in touch with them oh!!~ May 27 attacked by STRONG_Virus_Usually, i only get sick twice or thrice a year.Furthurmore my sick will only last for 1 or 2 days.
However,just before my Camp,i got mild fever + cough +flu. I think it wasnt any big deal cause i'm used to recover very very fast.
I went to see the doctor to get some medication for the camp.At first,i just felt like the flu is getting worst,but i didnt want to care cause i told myself it wil be gone soon after the sports activities. Yet,when they served lunch,i realise i had lost all my appetite as i start to suffer from sore throat.The rice there look stiff and the food wasnt really appetizing.Thus, i didn't eat. The next game started
and i was quite fine and so throughout the other games. My feverish only started when dinner time came.I didnt feel hungry either so i didnt eat. However i still drink lots of water.I didnt inform the authorities about my condition cause i thought it was just a small thing.Midnight,i woke up about 6 times to go to the loo(drink too much water).The thing was when i had to go to the loo,i would go around my dorm asking my friends that who can accompany me there.No one answered so i had to go by myself hoping that i dont get to see anything. The next morning i had a crucial sore throat pain till i cant talk. However i heard my friends were busy chit-chatting about yesterday that they heard the "noise" :who can accompany me to toilet~~...Apparently they thought it was the ghost calling thats why no one answer. I lost my "beautiful " voice which now sounds like a grandma or guy voice.Worst of all, i got these rashes on my legs and hands. I feel totally lethargic. Hoping that i can get well soon. Lying on the first aid room's bed, i feel bored and lonely. Praying and wishing that i will get well soon to join the hAPPy gangs out there. In fact i did manage to get well a bit and play the flying fox, wall climbing and absailling.But one thing that touched me the most is the people and friends there .
They really take care of me and helped me. Some even carried me when i fainted. Though i cant enjoy the activities there but i really appreciate the presence of my friends.Thanks u GUYS~ May 13 Rumours Just recently , I went into a coffee shop near my college to meet my seniors which were the student councils. Since i took part in this student council in my college, my life is more busy yet interesting. I sat down and just at that moment i realize there's a tense situation happening at that moment. I just remain quite listening my guy friend being interview by the another girl friend. I realise they were debating about rumours about the girl in the college. The guy think that rumours is just a small matter while the girl think it's a big matter. It turned out that this conversation stop when my girl fren broke into tears.I was speechless and so shocked as i thought she was a strong girl that wouldnt cry in public.Yet, never judge a book by its cover. The story of my dear friend is just as simple as she had a boy friend and now is her ex boy friend.He dumped her for another girl which look exactly like her!~Yet,this*bastard* cant leave her alone.Instead stalking around her trying to investigate her latest relationship. However this *bastard* doesnt realise that deeply in her heart she still cant forget him as he is her first love. This *bastard* tried ruining her life by spreading rumours that she is a play girl. As we all know , rumours are just rumours which is so NOT TRUE.However,imagine if you're someone that doesnt even know her. Through these rumours, totally strangers can hav bad impression over her. This rumour spread till other classes and soon majority of seniors heard of these rumours. Thus,whereever she is at college,there will be eyes staring at her. Guys, eventhough how macho you think you are...Never ever gossip or spread rumours about any girl you know. Its the worst thing to do. Do u know that anything that can ruin the spirit in a girl isn't break ups nor humilation. Instead it's rumours.Rumours might last for half a year or years. However, human being wouldnt stop closing their mouth nor shut their memories.Think of it,how long does it take for Britney nor Michael Jackson to change the impression of the world towards them?Maybe for some of you will think it'll passed. However the side effect of these might lead to a fail in examination, depression and even suicide.Thus, if you really hate someone its better to curse them by words than revenging in this way.For girls out there, if you are facing the same thing, my adive to you is to stay strong and be confident.True friends wont leave you and stray by your side support you. If not you can also look forward to your parents or sibings. Life have to go on and it's the fact that this is not the worst thing in the whole world. CHeers!~ wish all girls to be HAPPY alwayS!!~ May 10 Mothers' Day GiftMothers' Day is a special day to appreciate all mothers' as they were the ones that Born us out.
Though im not yet a mother , I came to realise that as i grow older, many things changed and thus
understand my mum more.It is siad by most proffessionals that delivery is a crucial pain WILLINGLY by every mother.
Even during the ocess of pregnancy, future mum's faced many emotional problems which is worst than the prementrual syndrom.
Imagine if your a women itself and facing PMS for 9 months. I myself thoroughly suffer during the PMS period nd so do my friends and family around me.However my gift here to every mother in the world is not FLowerly words nor praising them. For me ,the greatest job
of a mother is not delivering nor being a nanny etc. For me, I salute mothers for raising up their kids into teenagers and then to a young matured adult.Therefore ,my gift to all mothers is a guide to bring up your kids
Toddler
1.Care and love whole heartedly
2.Eventhough your tired and stress after delivery,don't try to immediately take care of the baby.
Rest and calm your emotions by meditating or reading more articles of how to raise your kid
3.Never hurt or bring things that harm your child.
----basically....its more general and most mum dont face much problem when they are kids.
Thus,i'll just skip to the teenagers part where its more of a crucial problem nowdays.
Teens
This advice is most slightly to bring up a daugther as ima daughter myself
1.Build a very close relationship between your daughter
Its best to have a chat almost every night about their school life.
2.Girls usually will have thier own privacy.Don't break or try to get into thier privacy.
When ur really close to your daughter,eventually she herself will tell her own feelings out.
mum can even share your own "good and bad" experience to thier child.This will create a more
friendly relationship.Never ever create a mother and daughter GAP--means mum keep ordering her child
3.Get to know the friends around your daughter.Be friendly and nice to them.Don't be a paranoid by asking who are you going out with eventhough you're really curious.If your daughter is close and friendly with you she will just tell it out.
4.Know your daughter well and trust her.
Some mother's thing they know everything about their daughter yet their daugther stil lie behind their back.Why?
Because the mother itself are too busy with thier work and neglected their daughter.The mum doesnt have any communication with their daughter.Wost of all some mothers' are not open minded. Thus, when their daughter wants to tell their mother,they will think twice. Afraid their mum will get more angry or reject their request.Knowing that curfew is good but some mum are over reacting that treats their daughter as home prisoner.Mothers should sometimes put their show into a teen and understand that the society has changed and different from the OLDIES.Thus, MUM out there if you don't want your child to lie to you(even though you train them not to lie by voilence they will lie more)please be more open minded yet not too open minded.Trust that your child has brains to think and the consequences are thiers,not your fault.
4.About studies, try pushing and encourage them to study for thier own benefit not yours.Voilence will make them hate you more
so just leave them to do what they want for thier future.Even bill gates didnt have proper studies yet now became the richest man in the world.Not to say dont need to study,what i meant is to just implementing that the future is in thier hands.Let them make the decision themselves.
5.Morality is important and this should be train from young not now!!~ too late....However this is why you have to know the friends your child is with so that you can know what type of friends does she have.MOthers' themself should show a good moral by not saying vogue laguages and immorality.This will show a bad impression or even the child will follow your footsteps.
+++CONCLUSION++
Every mum wants the best attitude and future for their kids but some how some failed. This is because lack of education and
religion concienceness in them. We have to accpet the fact that no one is perfect in this world including mums.Thus,MUM don't ever feel that your such a failure cause as long as you have try your best you are still the best. May God bless all the mum's in the world.
HAPPY MUMS' DAY May 05 My lucky yearThis year is my lucky year as i always bump into my really long long ago friends which are my primary school friends.
In fact most of the bumping area is at my working place. Not bad for my first job.Oh, i learnt not to wear high heels to work anymore
cuz it will kill my "gorgeous" leg.Anyway, back to the point, I met one of my ex classmates which used to be same class with me for about 3 years.
Seriously, she barely recognise me. and vice versa. I had changed in the way that i've grown slightly taller n lost all my baby fats. Meanwhile, she still look the same
yet,surprisingly, same height!~ Not to boast that im taller but in fact im quite a short person n she is shorter than me. Firstly, i thought she was a primary kid. But then i realise
she had some (er hemmm) u know what women has..Fortunately,i have good memory and i recognised her parents n brothers. (primary parents always visit school)
Then i only remembered her. 2nd story n 3rd story isnt reallt interesting as they didnt have many changes instead they cant recognise me. Thus, now i realise how much i change!~
yeah yeah~~~ March 08 天使不再是天使March 01 STAND toO LOng!!~ T.TWORk too MUch...STAnd too LONG!!!~ this is wat happens>>hehehe...
MY BIG FAT LEG!!!!!!! February 28 DAMn TIRED!!!!!WORK WORK WORK!!! ALmot everyDAY WORK !!!~
ITS SO tiring!! my legs are GEtting more more MUScles!!!
PANDA eyes comin UP!! sleep LAte n eat LAte~ MAyb getting FAtter too!!
anyway...the best Part of workin is making friends!!~
When start work..i use to hate a girl who is so bossy.She used to scold me when i first strt work.
Then , yesterday she help me adjusted my bro like a MOTHER!! i had another nice impression of her now...
DOn judge a book by its cover man!~ she may look horrible n b grumpy...but she is NICe !~
my feLLow colleagues Are Active guyS!! mostly guys!! one of them name LEON(cute guy) knows how to do many magic tricks!!
the bartender patrick n Jeff can JUggle Bottles!! Howevcer some coleagues are perverts....
NOwdAYS LESS time online to write my BLog~ i will stil updatE my life frm time to Time~
I LOVE my BUSY LIFE!! FUN n tiring~~~ can SLEEP like pig liaoz =.= kekekee.... February 21 IM WoRKING!!!!At last...i got my interview n it was really fast...i was juzt able to work next day of cuz with the orientation first ...
i even got paid for orientation which i had to only listen to the coach talk for 2 hours....DAMn boringZ~=.=
LOL...coach LOOks like interested in me...but he's kinda SHy n everytime he sms me..he'll write: Sory for disturbing u again..n den bla bla bla..
OH!~ he's 31 stil single...n daibetic...NIce guy but not my type...anyone interested?
Yeah~ yesterday was my first day...My job name is call SPG!~ wat the hell is itz? its call SMile People Greeters(SUPER PiGGY)~ more like an ursher...
Its fun to knw the kitchen staff,other SPg n Dub dub(waiter n waitress)..cool name huh? well...first day was fun~ STand by d Door..
like a statue...anyway i wont get tips ~SOBz....hOwever....MY LEGS so PAIn!! i hardly CAn sit!!~ wirth high heels...woah~
AT least i met new frens n they were all nice! of cuz for the first day only...There was one gal i dislike cuz she was like so bossy...
The waitress Ah SAM(cuz she lOOK like some aunty)~ She scolded me softly though it wasnt my fault n everytime i talk to other guys she
will juz come n see n just check out wat we're chatting bout...Really a kay PO CHI huh? Well, i don wana make enemies so i jus kept quiet n be NICe.
SAdly to knw many ppl r leaving to studies soon so they're trying to hire more ppl but im the fastest one n latest one...LOL..soon i will Be outdated huh?
wanna knw where i work n come find me? kekeekee...TGI Fridays!~ come n eat there though its expensive....Im in one of da outlets....find me if u can..LOL~ February 13 Sweet VAletinesVAlenTine CAke
A cake to share with ur LOve ones
NOt only for couples even Family n frIEnds
ThOSe single out there....DOn feel LONely~
CUz i Made this cake Specially FOr SIngls....
CHEERS~ SINGLe RULES!! be HAppy...
*PS= I BAke this chocolate cake myself.ANy comments? February 03 YEAH!~ sick b4 CNYCan u beliv i got sick after attending church cuz it was soOOO COLD..after back home i got minor fever n then it gets worst.
Anyway, Its beter to sick during CNY cuz it will prevent me frm eating so MUCh n preventing me frm bcomin SOme FEi PO~!
Though i feel lethargic n drowzy.....but its not very torturing cuz i sleep more...hehe....PIG me~
January 31 Chinese New year COmIn!!~=.=Most ppl LOve Chinese New year... Especially KIDS!! cause they can recieve many 'Ang PAu'
When i was a kid i used to LOve getting these Red packets. However, The meaning of chinese New year is noot Only LUck
but also Gathering--- Family gathering. In fact most older ppl look foward to this cause they miss their family n relatives.
For youngsters at my age, usually would not celebrate much with their family instead with friends. Me, on the other hand wished i can celebrate with my
friends too!!~ Sadly, Im leaving to KeDah this Sunday which is SO SOON!! i don wana go back to my mum's hometown so early!!! Kedah is One bIG Flat Boring
PLace....only got relatives..no Friends...I just can imagine this disaster... Futhurmore , I might gain some weight there cause there are so many delicious food
during chinese New year!! no more parTY...Back to good old boring me....Hope i can survive there for a week~ I will MIss all my friends SOO MUch!
U all also Muz miss me too wor!!MUACKZ muackz January 26 Boring~I didnt really write my blog laTely cause i'm always out partying!~
I love the Hip hop music in clubs especially where i can dance sexy moves..
Its so fun dancing n sweating in that environment n can slim down too!!~
However,I dont smoke but i do drink...but! im a horible drinker....
Half glass of cordeon blue can make me spin~
The nice part of being there is also Looking at some ppl who doesnt knw how to dance.
Its funny as i saw 1 Uncle dance like Kung fu...First time of my life!~ I saw a PONDAN! n very gorgeous one!!
I hope im as goegoeus as he is...but he seems so lonely...Kesian~ mayb next time i might hav more courage to talk to him.
ANyway,its such great experience to see the messy world out there....Im learNing N careful not to be influenced as well.
Hope my college starts SOON!! it will be at SEgi college....Time faster passs la....i really so boring wei....
January 13 New year COokiES!!~Its really bored at Home and waiting to enrol into my college...
TO kill my bored...i Baked some cookies for New Year!~ In fact.. iT tastes Great...mayb could compare with Famous Amous..
heheh....Anyway~it was quite troublesome as i hav to shape each cookies at the same shape one by one n BAke it for 15 minutes.
Eventuaally,it did kill my Bordem but only For a day~ how pathethic...MAyb i should juz try baking other stuffs everyday~
LOL~NO way! the INgrediants are so expensive! By the way..who would eat all My Bakings stuff..? Selling it wouldnt cost me a fortune...
I guess its better to GO on9 to kill my Bordem....my YUmmy cookies!~ hehe
January 10 i UNderstand~ PLz don try this.... 有些狀態人都是只跟自己過不去＿， 醜陋的結局最適合最美的愛情。 生命中如果出現太多中間， 能不能間隔都變成句點。 我懂那些女孩每次受傷後堅強不說的的理由。 真的_我懂。
70%的生命切片攤開都是無聲無息的， 唯有裝在腦海裡才能變得生動可愛些。 女生都曾是天使。
但當他喜歡上一個男生時。
便會折斷翅膀 墜落變成凡人。
所以請不要辜負那位曾經喜歡你的女生。
因為他已經沒有翅膀飛回他原來的天堂
WRITTEN BY, 十二樓的夜。 December 30 LANgkawi ICE cream!!很好吃的冰淇淋哦！
去langkawi记得要带很多钱
冰淇淋好贵。。那么普通都已经是RM3
天气好热。。。天使的皮肤快要变黑了啦！！>_<"" |
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